Reality of parenthood still slips away sometimes...

I guess it's the amount of responsibilities that I'm faced with... diaper changes, feeding, pumping, etc, that sometimes I forget that this little thing is my son... It's kind of like when you first got married, you forget that the other person is your husband/wife because you've been so used to the girlfriend/boyfriend status and the mental change just hasn't set in yet... sometimes I look at the little baby and somehow just feel like something is missing... yes the baby is cute and all, but it just feels like we went to the store and got it last week... feels like a tamaguchi pet (if you remember those back then). weird. May be it helps if the baby looks more like me? He's starting to look like daddy more and more every day.